My life’s folly
I felt a need to explain my latest video: The Search for truth, how to overcome anger…
First, let me apologize for my absence. I have been under attack by Satan and it has been brutal.
As of this moment I find myself at a crossroad in my life. This crossroad is punctuated by my latest video.
You see, the sum of my life, I have been under control by powers I cannot describe other than sin.
And so this latest video may be the culmination of my life. Thus, I have nothing to contribute to humanity other than this warning. Not all your thoughts and emotions belong to you.
Just like our Lord said in Matthew 16:23
“Jesus turned and said to Peter, “Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men.”
Just like Peter I have had satan and sin directing my thoughts. It is not as simple as it sounds but in a nutshell, I too have had ONLY the things of this world on my mind and this has led me astray.
I DO NOT believe in the Gnostic heresies. HOWEVER, I DO believe this woman and I believe her techniques for Self Observation DOES WORK.
At least, it works for me. And while I am a witness that Jesus Christ is the Son of God, in his name I must also promulgate the truth. And the truth of the matter is this: Anger, lust, fear…negative emotions can manifest in our minds and coerce us to keep feeding them by inciting negative emotions (and actions) more and more independent of our own free will.
If I was to die tomorrow the only thing I could tell Lord Jesus is this:
“Forgive me God for my weakness. Before I died I did try to tell others of my pains so they could avoid my mistakes. And I hope that at least, my fight against their control and my stubborn need to tell others of the truth, has made you happy.”
May God Bless you all.